林劲锐 - Report No.4

Location: KKH - Back to ICU

Time: 0600hrs

Nurse From ICU call me

Jing Rui Heart Fail Suddenly... He Was Admit back to ICU again...

Doctor trying to save him...

Time: 0900hrs

Doc Manage to save him back with drug and Oxygen running in directly

Doc Wong had explain to me the situation of JR

I have already almost understand, i am mentally Prepare all along..

Since the first day i saw Dr Wong...i know is a matter of time onli...

Damn Heart Pain seeing JR with all this Tube & Drug...

Was really Feeling to let him go... might not feel so heart pain after all...

My Sis asking me to hold on to it...

i realli dunno is good for JR or Worst... Dun wanna to see him suffer..

Love U

i Had Even quarrel with Parent... Already feeling damn bad..

Mum Come Onli Say all Those God stuff...

If Really God will Help Such Thing Wont Happen to me at all...

God Wont Dun Save u Even u Dun Pray to Him or Her Rite...

If Not Why He or She is God...

I onli Believe in myself n Facts n Fates n Not God